79Chapter 1
Kikyo.
That name plagues me.
All I hear is Kikyo.
To Inuyasha, I am Kikyo. "Kikyo was.." "Kikyo could..." "You'll never be as good as Kikyo!"
Surprised I have any self-esteem left? So am I.
Well, today I had a nice chat with my counterpart. Here's what happened.
~*~*~*~*~~FLASHBACK~~*~*~*~*~
Kiyo walked up to me, her strange little soul stealing...things floating around her like a second skin. Swirling there...She had a look on her face that screamed contempt. She stood there with those dead, gray eyes of hers. Just gazing that unnerving gaze.
She spoke to me in a dead voice, "I see you are alone. That is good."
I stared at her, scared...nervous. I'd never admit it, but she scared the hell outta me. "Oh?"
"I want my soul back. I have been generous, letting you have that part of my soul. Now, I have come to reclaim it. I have lent you a life long enough."
"I am not YOU! I am 'KAGOME'!"
"Yes you are."
She started chanting something. A spell. I was enveloped in a glowing blue orb. Then black.
~*~*~*~*~~FLASHBACK~~*~*~*~*~
I woke up. No Kikyo in sight.
I still feel whole. Sort of.
I'm me still but I can't keep this up, ya know? She comes almost twice as often as she used to. I can't take it any more. I want it to end. I want to end it all!
I want to die. Or kill. I wanna tear something to bits. Can you do that to a doll? A doll with a sole named Hatred?!
I want it all to end. Some day...some day...maybe it will...
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