22Before you begin reading, this fanfic is already abandoned due to personal reasons of the author. Read at your risk. Thanks. – Kaito (26 Dec 2011)
Miyuki-chan, a French writer, has agree in helping me complete this fanfic, in French. So readers who do not mind using Google Translate to keep reading, her link is FanFiction s/7706346/1/Its_not_as_easy . Enjoy! – Kaito (4 Jan 2012)
Summary: You knew those peaceful childish days were over. Threatened with tears and fears by your ex-love, it's harder to start afresh than you've ever imagined. Tainakano. Implied Mitsu.
Characters: Tainaka Ritsu. Nakano Azusa. Akiyama Mio. Hirasawa Yui. Kotobuki Tsumugi. Manabe Nodoka. Hirasawa Ui. Suzuki Jun.
A/N: Aiya yai yai yai! I don't own K-ON! nor any of the characters! (If I do, RITSU IS MINNEEEEE!)
It's Not As Easy – Prologue
"Mio… Let's… Break up."
"What?"
"B-break… Up…"
"…W-what?"
A light thud replaced the awkward silence as Ritsu kicked a pebble away from her path. She stuffed both her hands into her jacket and remained her gaze fixed to the ground. They were on their way back to their dormitory after class.
It definitely took all of Ritsu's courage to bring this topic up, and although it was difficult to continue, she knew she has to.
A large and warm palm rested onto her shoulder as she bit her lower lip. Akiyama Mio, her childhood friend, her course mate in University, her 2-weeks-old girlfriend.
Damn, Ritsu, if only you didn't ask her…
"I figured… I cannot be with you, Mio," Ritsu lowered her head even further as she spoke those words.
The fingers on her shoulder start digging into her flesh. They were trembling. Ritsu gulped down her saliva as she slowly turned to face the taller girl. They stopped walking and stood still to the ground as the trembling reaches out to the rest of Mio's body.
Ritsu frowned. She cursed herself. She cursed herself for convincing herself with such illogical reasons that Mio and her cannot be together.
"B-but why…? Ritsu… Y-you said you… L-love me…"
Mio's head hung lower and from Ritsu's view, she could only see her dark long fringe. The brunette reached out and cupped her friend's cheeks, wiping away drops of tears with her thumb.
"I love you, dummy. I always love you."
Mio wiped off her own tears with the back of her palm and stared straight into Ritsu's bright yellow eyes. Those grey orbs held that little bit of hope that this relationship will continue.
"But I… I cannot bring myself to accept that you're older, and taller than me," the drummer sighed, "I'm always the male figure of this relationship, and being younger and shorter is just… It's just… Against my rules…"
She scratched the back of her head and looked away from the taller girl swiftly. It was a really bad excuse, but she only found out about it when they both gave their first kiss away to each other yesterday. Ritsu tried to convince herself that it is ok to be shorter, it is ok that she is seven months younger, she love her, isn't it?
But no, logic outsmarts her emotions in this.
Instead, Ritsu felt humiliated being shorter and younger than her girlfriend. When Satoshi found out that his sister was dating his neighbour, he laughed. Laughed so hard over all the traits that his neighbour possessed yet his sister had none of them, namely maturity and height.
Mio clinched her t-shirt around her chest area and bit her lower lip to smoothen the ache. Something, some part inside her fucking hurts. Hurts damn badly. She knew her faint heart would not be able to hold such news. Her retarded girlfr- – no, ex-girlfriend – knew nothing about being in other people's shoes.
Those light coloured eyes finally took the courage to look back up to the older girl. She was shaking inside as well, but she stood still to the ground, thinking that breaking up with Mio is the right thing to do. She wet her lips and took another deep breath. Without further hesitation, Ritsu pulled Mio in for a hug, with her head buried into Mio's chest, listening painfully to Mio's heartbeat.
But Mio did not hug back.
The brunette released the hug slowly after awhile but with her palms still clinging onto Mio's sleeve. She looked up to find those grey eyes covered with tears again.
Mio stared at the shorter girl and between chokes, she suddenly pull Ritsu close to her face.
And they kissed.
Ritsu tried to struggle but her limbs went soft the moment Mio pushed her way into Ritsu's mouth. Those warm, soft bites from the bassist send stinging pleasure all over her body.
No… Stop it, Mio…
Mio pushed her tongue further into the drummer's warmth and licked every corner lovingly, tasting everything in the drummer's mouth.
I-I…
Ritsu grabbed Mio's slim arms even tighter as she unknowingly returned the kiss. Their tongue fought in the tiny space filled with moisture. Ritsu's skills were not as good as Mio's but she challenged the bassist, pushing her tongue back into her mouth and slides her own tongue across their teeths.
Mio, I…
But as they both push their lips closer, their eyes just filled with more tears. More and more tears that they flowed out of their eyes without their owner's control.
I-I… Love you…
They shifted their heads side to side as Mio suddenly push Ritsu to one of the nearby pillars to deepen the kiss even more. Their saliva mixed between the entrances and they shared the oxygen available in the tiny gap under their nostrils.
Students, senseis, cleaners can all wait as the pair kiss themselves into their own world.
"M-Mio-chan… R-Ricchan…"
The pair broke their kiss and started panting heavily. They stared at each other for a moment, trying to register the fact that they were still in school compound. As they took control over their breaths, they turned their heads slowly to the direction of the voice.
There stood Hirasawa Yui, Manabe Nodoka, and Kotobuki Tsumugi.
Lost of words, and almost lost of breath again, the pair stunned with their face flushed with high-blood pressure.
Fuck… How can I claim that I wanna break up with her now…?
Ritsu frowned and gulped down so hard that a little sting of pain jolted in her head. She shifted her gaze over to the girl beside her and frowned even more. Mio's face went from red to white.
"I got to go first, bye girls," Ritsu turned 180 degrees as she grabbed Mio's hand and hastily left the scene before any of them could open their mouths.
"Eh-Hey!" Nodoka called out as her hand reaches to the running figures ahead, "W-what… Did we just saw…?"
"Them kissing! What else, Nodoka-chan?" the airheaded girl jumped beside her childhood friend while continue to bite onto her strawberry Pocky. Suddenly she gasped, "Ricchan and Mio-chan are secretly together! They didn't tell us!"
Yui's mouth left hanging with an O-shape while Mugi stood at the side and giggled. Her yuri-goggles are gonna reveal its shape once again soon.
A/N: Hurray to first random chapter typed when I'm still lying on my bed!
I didn't have any plans for this fanfic actually. I just wanted to type something on Tainakano pairing… Eh? Nakano? Where is she? Well, obviously the plot begins with the older HTT girls in University, so yeh, Azusa is still in Sakarakou! Explains? About how I am going to bring Ritsu to Azusa or Azusa to Ritsu… Heh, later chapters :3
By the way, although English is my first language, I'm actually stronger in my Mother Tongue, which is Mandarin Chinese. So if something sounds wrong or just spelling/grammar error, I apologise. My English is at the borderline fail/pass -_- Oh and we learn British English in my country too in case any of you thought that I spelled some words wrongly.
And lastly, my name is Kaito! Thank you for reading my fic. This is my first fanfic to be published here :3 Updates for Chapter 1 can be up any time since I'm done with it actually but it would not be any time soon, due to school work… RAHHHH!
Sorry about it! And thanks once again! Please R&R!
12/12/11
