Okay so this is just an three shot. I'm kinda going through a rough time and this is the only way to let my feelings out. It's based on Demi Lovato and my life combined.

I sit at home watching me on tv on it I'm smiling and happy.

But I'm really not. I act like I don't care but I do.

I see me on Tween Weekly.

They start off nice and then they ended up trashing me.

Tween Weekly

The beautiful Sonny Munroe who we used to see the on red carpet with beautiful dresses.

Now she's just on the red carpet with old blue jeans and trashy looking blouses.

Sonny Munroe is going from Hero to Zero.

I looked away and looked at my mom. Who gave me a disgusted look.

"I don't know why you're tv anyway. You're disgusting to me." She says.

Those words stung against my chest.

I let her continue on how much she hates me.

When she finished. She left and came back out in a fancy dress.

"Where are you going looking fancy?"

"I'm going to meet Daniel and his daughter."

"You didn't tell me you were meeting him."

"Because I don't want them to meet you. Have you looked in the mirror lately?"

I looked away trying to ignore it. But it stung too much.

She rolled her eyes.

"Oh get over it you baby. I'm leaving goodbye."

I go to my room and get on the computer and look at blog sites.

I look up Sonny Munroe and see so many comments.

All of them are hate.

She's an ugly monster.

She's such a loser.

She's fat and hideous.

I couldn't take no more. I found a hammer and smashed it to pieces.

I dressed in black skinny jeans, gret sweater, and black converses.

I walked to the only place, I can be me, not judged.

I walked up to you.

You're grey, hard, cold, and carved on.

You're Chad the guy that had my heart.

The guy that died on your way telling me you loved me.

I sat on the wet cold grass.

"I miss you Chad. I don't know what to do without you."

I heard a whisper.

"Be happy and do what's best for you."

It's your voice I know that beautiful voice anywhere.

"I promise. I'll be back. Then you'll be proud of me."

I walked home and cried myself to sleep.

I dress and try to look nice and then I got to the studio.

I walked into Tawni and I's dressing room.

I start reading over my lines and go to rehearsal.

We practice multiple times and I'm the blame because I'm not doing it right.

I got to my dressing room and change. I go back out there and hear the Gangs conversation.

"Why isn't she fired yet? She's so ugly and hideous."

"I know it's like she doesn't want to be here anymore. Which she shouldn't."

"Her acting is terrible. She's worthless and ugly and I'm not talking about the characters she plays. She's not pretty like me either."

"Great the fat troll is listening to our conversation."

I feel my heart swell and I know tears wanna fall but I don't let them.

After a few hours it's show time.

At the end the cast told everyone thanks for coming.

I grabbed the microphone

"I'd like to thank you guys for always supporting me and welcoming me to hollywood. I love you all. But what I really wanted to say was today was my last show and that I love you once again."

I saw the crowd gasp, and some with tears. Then they gave me a standing ovation. I bowed one more and went to my dressing room.

The cast came in the room. I saw them smirking.

"What made the fat troll quit?"

I smiled.

"I have a world of chances. I don't need losers who can't act bring me down. You can hate me all you want but that's gonna get you nowhere in life."

They gasped and Marshall came in.

"Sonny are you sure you want to quit?"

I nodded, got my things and left.

I walked back to my car and was surrounded by paparazzi.

"I don't want to be on So Random anymore, I have many other choices in my life than funny."

I got in my car and drove home and see my mom.

"I see you quit your job. That was stupid just like you."

I ignored that comment and went to my room.

For once I didn't have to cry myself to sleep.

I woke up early and went to the library and I found something perfect.

I called them and we went through it. Everything was perfect.

I bought my first home on my own.

I came home and found my mom glaring at me.

"Where were you Daniel wanted to meet my worthless daughter.

I smiled. Now I love insults.

"Connie why do you hate me?"

"Because you're worthless, stupid, ugly, and fat. I wish you were never born."

My tears finally fell. This was the first time I ever cried in front of my mom. Not even when I was a baby.

I ran into my room and started packing my boxes. I finished at 3AM. I had 6 more hours. Then I fell asleep.

I woke up at 8:15AM. I took a shower and dressed in a a blue/grey t-shirt, shorts, stockings, and black heels.

I brushed my long curly black hair, brushed my teeth, and waited for the knock.

I opened the door and they were 3 guys outside of it.

"Moving truck for Miss Munroe?"

I nodded and led them to my room. They took the boxes down to the truck. They left since they knew the address.

I got my purse and smalls things I didn't pack and put them in my purse.

I took one last look at the horrid place I used to call home and shut the door.

I got on the elevator and I went into the lobby. As I was going out the door I crashed into Connie and her boyfriend.

"Allison what are you doing down here? You have no job so you're not worth coming down here."

"Aww that's sad they fired you."

Connie laughed at his joke.

"Actaully Mr. Asswhole I quit and Connie I'm moved out. I just wanted to say thank you for all the hell you put me through all these years. Have a hell of a life"

I pushed past them and saw them gasped. I got into my taxi and he drove me home.

I paid the man and got out the car. I paid the other men and they left.

I unlocked the door and saw my new home and smiled.

I'm ready for a new beginning.

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