Angst from Angua as she thinks about Carrot-I never normally write things like this, I promise.

Do you understand what you've done to me? It wasn't supposed to be like this. I just wanted to get out of Uberwald. And then you took what I was, everything that I had been, and you shattered it. You smiled and my past broke into fragments and then you told me that you didn't care about what I was. And you were telling the truth. You trapped me with it.

You knew what the moon did to me. And you competed with it, changing me as much as it does. Moonlight or your smile, I'm helpless when it comes to either. And you don't care. Because you never even have to ask if you can outshine the moon. You know that you can. You altered the whole Watch, just by being you. You mended the Watch, and by doing so you mended Vimes. He and the Watch reflect each other.

Now I reflect you. You build walls out of hope and everyone is too enchanted to tear them down. Sometimes I want to. Then you could see the world like everyone else, as what it really is, without your fortress of dreams and decency to protect you. But that would hurt us both. So I can't. You're magic, magic comprised of, of...Carrot. It's so ridiculous that it works.

Sometimes I wonder why I let you captivate me. Then you smile.