10Author Notes: This came to me late at night I tried to push it away but I literally dreamed this whole story. After three days of the story nagging and blocking the writing of chapters 12 & 13 of Sweet Sixteen I finally just wrote it. I have Tommy driving the Viper because I have no idea what type of car his black one is. Sorry but I know nothing about cars.
Pairing: Jude/Tommy
Summary: Jude takes of a drunken Tommy—well sort of.
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star or its characters.
Rate: NC-17
Season: 2
Category: Smut
Spoilers: Viciousness
Jude Harrison was a rock star or at least that is what Tommy called her. But right she was walking down the dark cold streets of Toronto trying to get the image of her dad and Kat kissing out her mind. That seemed to be the theme of this week; first it was her mom and Don, then Jamie and Patsy and now her dad and Kat. Each one was worse than the next each one was now burned into her memory to haunt her until forever or at least until she saw something worse.
Looking up she heard a familiar sound; laughter-a man's laughter-Tommy's laughter. Looking up she saw the bar/grill she knew that he liked to go to, mainly because he took her there once and everyone knew what eh wanted and exactly how he wanted it made. He was stumbling to his car as Chaz and Bruno were laughing with some women. She happily saw that none of them were attached to Tommy because then she would have to kill him. She watched shocked that he was actually going to attempt to drive in his drunken state. So she yelled his name knowing that would get him to look up.
"Tommy," Jude said coming towards him not stopping when they all looked at her. She didn't exactly fit the dress code right now, she was all dolled up and they were all smashed.
"Oh my god your Jude Harrison," one of the women gushed, it was unbelievable that she got to meet Tommy Q but now she was standing in front of Jude Harrison.
"Yes I am," Jude blushed; coming to stand in front of Tommy as Chaz and Bruno watched her curiously. She looked at him with narrow eyes, she was not happy about his current state of mind. "You missed my premier to get drunk…you promised to be there…I needed you there."
"I couldn't go," Tommy mumbled remembering his disastrous business meeting. He looked up to meet her gaze realizing right away his normal giving of flowers would not work this time.
"You could have at least called me," Jude snapped putting her hands on her hips showing her displeasure. "The night was bad enough but then to have all those reporter and people ask me where you were…I sounded like an idiot."
"You look amazing," Tommy told her taking in the designer blue silk dress that clung to her just right.
"Don't think your flattery and charm is going to get you out of this one Quincy," Jude glared getting a laugh from Chaz and Bruno. They were enjoying the banter between them; especially since they knew he was dating Jude sister and not her. "Give me your keys."
To Chaz and Bruno's shock he handed his car keys over to Jude. Chaz was with Tommy the first time he bought a car, and since that day Tommy has never let anyone hold the keys let alone drive any of his precious cars. But here was Tommy handing Jude the keys to his Viper. Chaz and Bruno looked at one another than back at the scene to watch Jude help Tommy into the car. She went around to the driver seat getting side; Chaz could not help but the hold the breath he had sucked in. He knew that Tommy cared for Jude; he knew that Jude held a special place in Tommy's life, but this went beyond all that. Only one other person had ever driven Tommy's car, and that was not something any of them talked about.
Jude prayed that she could at least drive away gracefully, so that she did not look like a complete fool. She let out the breath she held as her wish came true. She looked to the side to see Tommy had his eyes closed, shaking her head she could hardly believe this. The drive to his house was silent which was okay with her because she didn't want to talk right now. She was too angry at him, too angry at Kat and too annoyed in general to be a good person to have a conversation with. So she drove in silence giving Tommy a look every now and then to make sure he was okay.
Pulling into his drive way she looked around to make sure no one that shouldn't be here was not here. Photographers loved to park out near his house but it appeared that tonight they had better things to do. Putting his car into park she looked down at his keys wondering which one was his house key. Getting out she walked the short was to his house trying out the four different keys until she got the right one. Closing his door she walked back to the car to find him mumbling something as he slept.
Tommy felt a hand on his face heard a woman saying his name to his delight he found Jude smiling down at him. She looked like an angel right now, her blond hair and blue dressed glowed due to the moonlight mixing with the street lights. Her blue eyes were the color of the sea but tonight they seemed brighter or maybe it was just him. She helped him out of the car smiling as he rested his head on her shoulder as they walked to his front door. He smiled as her perfume over took his senses, his mouth was so close to her bare skin it drove him crazy. Wrapping his arms around her waist he could feel the heat of her body from the silk dress.
"Okay here we go," Jude sighed as they walked inside his house. She looked at him his eyes glazed as he became barely lucid as the alcohol began to take more of an affect on him.
"You look like an angel," Tommy told her lifting his head to stare at her. His house was completely dark expect for the moonlight that was coming in.
"And you are so drunk," Jude laughed knowing Tommy would never say that. He closed his eyes as she spoke he loved her voice, whether she was talking or singing he could listen to her all day and all night long.
Jude put Tommy's keys on his coffee table as she walked more into his house, she looked around. The place was not as large as she had thought his house would be. She had only been twice before now, once during the recording of her first album. He forgot some paperwork and they stopped by to get it, he gave her a quick tour while he looked for the folder. Then the second time was when her dad picked up Sadie from a date a month or so ago. She only wished she had asked which of the bedroom was his.
It was a three story house with the bottom being the relax zone as Tommy had called it. The second story was where the bedroom were and the third story was basically his fun zone and the basement if that is what you wanted to call it was just a very large pool and a hot tub. The house was equipped with a bathroom on each floor the one on the third floor had no shower. The one on the second floor and in the "pool room" had just a shower but the one on the first floor was his largest bathroom. In that room was a large tub she was sure could fit around six people. There was a large closest, a sink that was large enough to be a kitchen sink. Above the sink was the large mirror inside the mirror was where he kept the medicines and other bathroom items.
"Mine is there," Tommy mumbled pointing straight down the hallways pasted the bathroom to a door at the every end. You could see the door from here but she had thought it was just a hallway closet.
"I thought the bedroom were on the second floor," Jude asked confused as Tommy fell on top of his couch. He looked at her realizing that she did not know about his 'slight' fear. Then again the only two people who knew about that were Chaz and Kwest.
"The guest bedrooms are but I prefer to sleep on the first floor," Tommy explained hoping she didn't asked why. The kitchen was in sight behind him, the dining room the next room over. Then down the hallway you got the stair way to the up stairs and in the kitchen was the door to the "pool" room.
"My album," Jude whispered looking to see that he had it out by his radio.
"I love your voice," Tommy replied softly looking at her, she looked perfect right where she was at. Like she belonged there, she walked towards him helping him sit up.
"Let's get you to bed," Jude sighed smiling at him.
Tommy watched as she took off his shoes, and then walked them over to the shoes rack. Jude had taken off her shoes when she walked in because the heels were killing her feet. She had no idea what possessed her to go walking in them. She helped him stand up so she could take his leather jacket off neatly lay it across his couch. She went for the red zip up fleece jacket he had on next. Jude refused to touch his jeans; that was one thing he could take off on his own. Tommy watched her as she neatly folded the fleece jacket laying it across his leather jacket.
She looked up at him smiling this way he could just take off the jeans and slip into his bed comfortably if he wanted to. By the way he looked she knew that was exactly what he was going to do. She opened her mouth to ask him if she could use his phone, she needed to call her dad. She knew he would understand what happened to her and why she was here. But the moment her mouth parted the moment right before the sound came out his lips covered hers.
She tasted better than he remembered and it was a memory that he remembered all the time. Pushing his hands through her hair he brought her closer to him, he needed her more than he needed those drinks tonight. Jude hands rested on his shoulders she didn't know what to do, she was shocked to say the least. So she kissed him back she took what he was giving her because this time she was going to have to tell him it never happened. She would not do this to Sadie she would not betray her sister. She pushed him away sucking in a deep breath unable to smell anything but him unable to taste anything but him. She knew those eyes would haunt her. There it was the one thing that would replace the horrible make-out memories of the last few days.
"Bad Tommy bad," Jude scolded glaring at him/
"Am I three," Tommy asked laughing coming towards her, surprisingly lucid right now. A moment ago he could barely stand now eh was having no problems.
"Stop right there," Jude hissed again making him feel like a child. She held out her hand in front of him he just starred at her amused. "We are not going to have…we aren't do you understand me."
Tommy looked down then back up he could see the determination in her eyes. He wanted to hit himself he knew that if it wasn't for the alcohol he would not have kissed her. But when he got drunk he had little control over his actions. It was one reason he got to where he didn't drink too much, because when he did he usually regretted it in the morning. And she looked so amazing right now, she looked like she did when he dream about her. He knew that Sadie knew; Sadie knew he wanted Jude, he had always wanted her. They both pretended he didn't say Jude's name when he slept or that he kept a picture of Jude tucked away in his wallet. It was his greatest secret and Sadie's greatest pain—Tommy was in love with Jude.
Right now her sea blue eyes were darker because of the anger and because of the desire he stirred. He titled his head to the side as she took his silence as his way of saying yes to her orders. Only he didn't say yes to her, he wanted her if even for one more second. He just wanted one more kiss then she could go home. Then he could go to sleep and pretend that this was a dream that he never got to taste her lips again. She turned away from him to walk towards his phone that she saw was on the stand a few feet away, only to have his hand grab hers. Pulling her towards his body Jude gasped the moment her back pressed against the wall behind her.
"We are not going to have sex," Tommy whispered in her ear, smiling as he could feel her heart begin to race faster. Jude closes her eyes as she felt his breath on her ear they were not doing this. "But we will do this."
Jude groaned as his mouth came on hers again hungrily, then she whimpered as she felt his hardness through his jeans. Tommy hands rested on her hips, Jude wanted to pull away but she couldn't. She moaned into his mouth as he lifted her off the ground wrapping her legs around his waist. Running her fingers through his hair Tommy let out a groan of his own when he felt the heat from her panties. Jude moved her hips as his thumb brush across the thing cotton feeling her hot wetness.
Jude cried out as his finger went underneath of them, than whimpered when his thumb found her clitoris. She tried to shift her body so he would let her down because they were not going to have sex she refused to have sex with him. But when she shifted her hips it only pressed her swollen nub into his thumb harder, which shot sensation after sensation through her. Pushing one finger inside of her he gave a whimper of his own into her mouth as he felt how tight she was, proving what he already suspected—she was a virgin. Tommy pushed his finger deep moaning in her mouth, she was so hot, so wet, and so tight but most of all she was driving him crazy.
The moment he let go of her lips she thought that would be the end of it, she though he would let her go. Only that was not it instead she felt him bend down her legs being moved to hang down his shoulder. Then she felt his mouth, that wicked mouth of his that knew how to kiss her like no one else eve had, on the part of her no man had ever see or touched. Jude closed her eyes crying out as Tommy licked nipped and sucked at her swollen nub while his finger moved in and out of her. Right now she had nothing to hold on to so one wrong move and they were going to fall. She held onto his hair pulling as the sensations shot through her until her body shook as pure bliss took over her.
Sliding her legs down to their place around his waist while Jude looked at him curiously, she had no idea what he was going to do next. Watching wide eyes as Tommy licked his fingers taking in the sweetness that was Jude Harrison. Jude licked her lips not missing the groan the escaped Tommy at the simple act. He pulled her head to him, Jude groaned as the tangy sweetness that she knew was her filled her mouth.
How he wanted her, how he wanted to just take her right now and he knew she would let him now. She was high off of the sensation he put through her but he would not do that. She deserved better than to lose her virginity to her sister boyfriend because he got drunk. So he kissed her sliding her body back down to the ground. Breaking away he did not open his eyes instead he took in her scent one more time. Then he walked away from her never looking back knowing if he did he would not be able to walk away. Because Jude Harrison held a power over him no one else did. She alone could make him crumble to his knees-she was his addiction-his obsession. And now that he had tasted her he knew he would never get enough of her.
TBC
