Months later, and wish these links of the memories we had together, would just break away from me. I would even take false memories...but then I wouldn't be true myself then, since the hurt is a part of me as well. The pain is causing too much darkness inside me, that it's hard to rebuild the light I have in me.

Your voice keeps haunting me, as I slash away heartlesses that keep coming toward me. My light keeps dwindling and shining constantly, I can't keep up it with it. I'm scared to wake up one day, to see the darkness oozing out of me and I can't turn back to myself. My blue eyes need to be ignited again, not slowly turning yellow with darkness surrounding.

My friends I have...I just hope I can protect them and help them, since without them, I would probably just be forgotten in darkness and weak. I got to train harder with my keyblade, if I ever want to keep surviving and protecting.

I hope you are happy, Roxas. I'm sure no matter how much time goes by, I'll forever be haunted by all the things you did and said to me that made me screwed up. I just hope I can survive it with the way my light fluctuates lately. Not to mention the dreams of everyone turning against me, leaving me by myself, while I disappear into darkness, getting consumed by the heartless….screaming in agony, how it was hopeless from the start to try to fix the damage you have done, even though we were once a whole being together.