1Hey everybody, Its been forever since I last wrote anything but this has been stuck in my head for a while, it's based off a theory about Hisao being in a coma after he had a heart attack and all the girls from KS were just all apart of a dream he was having.
The day I asked him If he wanted to go out with me was the same day everything changed for me and Hisao. Hisao when I asked him out had a serious heart attack, I was so scared and I truly didn't know what to do all I did was scream his name and when he fell I stayed by his side while I called for help.
Ever since that day I have been visiting Hisao in the hospital, every single day and today makes it a year, the doctor told me he was in a comatose state and couldn't be awoken, even after being told that I remained there talking to his unmoving form and waiting for the day he woke up so I could see his smiling face once more.
I wasn't the only one who came to visit, his close friends Mai, Takumi, and Shin came for a while but stopped showing up after a few months, I begged them to keep coming and wait for him to wake up but it was useless, his friends abandoned him but I won't.
Today was just a regular day for me, I was currently enrolled in Kansai University, like usual I went to university, went to work, and finally to visit the boy who still had my heart even after all this time.
I walked into the same room I came into everyday for the past year, nothing changed about it expect for the Hisao, his hair slightly longer and facial hair has begun to grow slightly. I took my place next to his bed and began to talk him.
Hours went by with me talking to Hisao even with him being unable to reply I enjoyed being beside him, while I was talking to him I began to notice that it was starting to get dark but I didn't want to leave yet, so I stayed there with Hisao until the moonlight began to shine through the hospital room.
before deciding to leave I stared intently out the window, nights like this help me think, a topic that never leaves my mind continues to haunt me to this day, what if I didn't ask Hisao out, would he still of had the heart attack? Was this my fault? I'll never know the answer but until then I'll stay by his side and when he finally does wake up I'll ask him out once more.
I stood up and placed my chair back where it belonged, I walked over and leaned over Hisao and planted a kiss on his forehead and began walking towards the door, I turned back and gave one final look to the boy who took my heart.
"I love you Hisao"
