10Beca let a tear grace her cheek as she scuffed the toe of her shoe into the concrete parking lot of Barden, staring at her converse through blurry eyes.
Jesse's bags were already packed in the trunk of his car, his posture stiff against the back of his car as he held in the withheld tears - unlike she was doing.
"You're moving. To LA-" she tries saying casually, but her voice cracks and she ends up crying into her hands. Her shoulders shake as she tries riding the tears from her body, but they only come harder.
"Becs. Dont cry-" he whispers, stepping closer to her, everything him overwhelming her, making it hard to pry her hands away from her face.
His hands gently grabbed her wrists, pulling them from her face. He held them between them in one hand, the other tilting her chin up so she was looking at him.
She was still crying, because she had gotten attached to the guy in front of her for 3 years, her body still rejecting the idea of Jesse being over 3000 miles away.
His hand dropped hers, his hands sliding through her hair behind her ear, his thumb grazing her lip as he composed his thoughts.
His eyes looked so glossy and red from hiding the tears he had pent up behind them, his lip slightly quivering as he murmured,
"I will always love you. 3000 miles or not."
She tries nodding, but its so hard when hes pressed up against her, his touch making her slowly implode on herself.
"Im going to miss you, Nerd-" she says with a sniff, her eyes briefly closing as he presses a soft kiss to her forehead, her hands clenching in his shirt as she pulls him into a hug.
His warmth soothed the pain throbbing throughout her body, as she gently cried into his shirt, not bothering that she probably looked pathetic and horrible clutching onto him like a baby to its mother.
His hand curled into her hair as she heard him sniff, clearing the lump in his throat.
They pulled back briefly, and he gave her his heart stopping smile, his eyes watery as he clutched her hand.
"We will always have skype and vacations to see each other. And-" he says, his voice wavering, tears finally falling onto his cheeks.
"-And we will always have movies. I will make sure our movication never dies-" he says with a laugh, watered down by the tears clouding his eyes.
She laughed too, before they were both crying, clutching each other as they kept this moment to themselves. She wasnt ready to go out in this world alone, without Jesse just yet. She wanted to keep this memory forever, just them.
But they had to pull back, because Jesse had a plane to catch in an hour. He looked her in the eyes, tangling their hands together.
"This isnt goodbye. Its a see you later-" he murmurs, brushing his nose with hers, before softly pressing his lips to hers.
The simple act sent her back to her dark place, tears wetting her cheeks. Their moment ended all too soon, Jesse biting on the inside of his cheek, keeping composure.
"Ill call you when I land in LA-" Jesse says, clearing his throat, painfully swallowing the tears down. She merely nods, wiping her cheeks with the heels of her hands.
"I love you, so goddamn much Nerd. And I hate you for doing this to me-" she jokes with a watery laugh and he smiles sadly.
"I love you too, Weirdo." He mutters softly as he opens the drivers seat door, Beca clutching onto it.
He gets in, starting the engine, rolling down the window. He smiles as she bites on her cheek. Panic set in as her mind screamed this is it. Jesses leaving.
"Hey Weirdo?" He says and she looks up, meeting his gaze.
"Dont you, forget about me-"
She cant help but smile, wiping her cheeks, the cuffs of her sweater damp. She swallows the lump in her throat and her smile grows.
"Everything is a movie to you-" she laughs and his smile drops a little as tears threaten to fall again.
"This is our movie. And its only beginning."
I hope you guys enjoyed, because I never write too depressing stuff *shrugs*
Also comment if I should make a part 2 or something?
RR :)
