14Me: Here's chapter 11 my peeps~ I finally got to watch the second movie of TMNT~ I loved it and it have me more ideas for this story AND another one but I really wanted to make my new oc for the other TMNT story for Raf but...I want to give Leo some love and also Mikey~ Cause who doesn't adore the crazy but lovable Mikey!? And the ever Fearless Leader Leo? Even tho Leo can be a prick sometimes but he doesn't understand some things. So, enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do NOT own TMNT movie! I just own my OC's but Nikki belongs to my gf NikkitaTheAnimeFan and my sis owns her oc Sierra that pops up giving and helping Sammy once in a while.
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His Loving Embrace
Chapter Eleven: Regrets
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Two Days Later
Samantha's POV
I was finally got to my place, Raph went with me. I was sitting on the edge of my bed, looking through pictures I took long ago with my father and mother, I smiled at all of them until I got to the ones where it was just me and father. I stop at the picture that was taken before I got into a argument with my father, I still felt guilt. It was my fault, right? If I just kept my mouth shut about talking about mother. If only I didn't say those awful things to him, maybe...just maybe he would still be here with me.
Tears cascade down my face.
*Knock, knock*
I quickly wipe the tears from my eyes, taking a breath in and out than pat my cheeks.
"Come in!" I put the pictures away putting the box of pictures in the drew night stand next to my bed.
"Done yet kid?"
Putting on a force smile, I stood up turn around facing Raph.
"Yeah, I'm ready big guy. Just let me leave a note for granny just in case she comes by to check up on me." I told him while writing on paper, than put it on the counter.
"Okay big guy. This kitty cat is ready to head back."
I almost trip when I heard Raph, chuckle! My heart skipped a beat, I really need that talk with April which Raph will take me through her window. Thank god, April has no more roommate.
"Here ya go kid." He lands on the fire escape outside of April's window.
I hop out of his big strong arms...okay brain! Enough naughty thoughts! I smiled at him.
"Thanks big guy, see you tomorrow?"
He nodded, I tilt my head confused why he hasn't moved or made a sign of moving.
"Raph? Are you o-"
I was shocked and surprised, why? Raphael, the muscle, and big tough guy...kissed my cheek! But when I snap out of my thoughts, to notice he was gone. I crawl inside April's window in a daze.
"Sammy?"
I look at a confused April, my face turn red I hope to god she didn't see Raph kiss my cheek!
"H-hi April! Sorry for the long wait."
"It's okay Sammy, but um...mind me asking why Raph kissed your cheek, and your in a dreamy lovestruck daze a while ago?" She ask with a raised dark eyebrow.
My face burn, oh my god! She 'did' see it! I sighed.
"Th-that's the reason why I ask to have a sleepover." I told her shyly.
"Ah, so you want to talk about Raph?" She teased me making my face grow more hotter.
"Well than, come on over while I call us some pizza."
I happily did just that.
Two hours later
"So you had this crush on Raph when he watched over you for the first time?" I nodded taking another sip from my cup of coke cola drink.
"Than I just found out not too long ago, I love him...what do I do April? I want to tell him, but..."
"But what? What are you so worried about?"
I nibble on the bottom of my lip "He only see's me as a kid April...always calling me 'kid'." I sighed sadly "I don't know what I should do."
I want to tell him, I don't care if he's a big tall turtle. I love him, and my heart aches when I know he only prolly thinks of me as a kid.
April put her hand on my arm "hey, I know Raph. He doesn't kiss anyone on the cheek. He worries about you ever since the brothers saved you that day."
With trembling lips, tears building up "T-than what should I do April? I love him so much, my heart aches so much."
"Sammy...why don't we show him."
I look at her confused "what do you mean?"
She rolls her eyes smiling "I'll call him over, and we cook you two a date dinner. And than you can confess your feelings."
"Wha-what!? B-but, I never had a date!" I confessed to her, which she look at me in surprise.
"What? Your too pretty Sammy, all the guys are blind and stupid! Ugh men, I swear." She seethes in annoyance.
I cold sweated, wow April sure can be scary.
"It's okay April, back than I wasn't really into boys. I even have a cocky idiot at my work that keeps flirting with me, it's so annoying."
"Seriously? Wow, change subject, sorry. How did Donnie figure out you turning back to normal?"
Oh yeah, forgot about that pfff, Donnie gave me different ways to try, and me meditating thinking of me with no ears, paw feet and tail. It was hard cause: me and meditating? I'm not good at it until I finally cleared my mind when I figured out my feelings. Still, it's hard again cause I'm scared.
"Oh, I meditated. Took a while but I did it, good thing too. I can transform to that form and back to this form." I informed her, then took a bite from my pizza.
"Maybe you thought of your future of you and Raph~" she said in a sing song tone making me blush.
I pouted "Sh-shut up." I playfully push her shoulder.
It went on like this until we fell asleep on her floor and couch.
Next day, afternoon
Joe's Pizza
I was on my break, eating a pizza while texting Nikki. She couldn't make it to our lunch cause her mom went into surgery again, I gave her my support and love. But my happiness went down the manhole drain, why? 'Jason' he slides in the long seats across from me. I try to ignore him but, annoyingly he covered my cellphone with his hand, ugh.
"It's rude to ignore a guy~ Specially, a handsome guy, darling." I rolled my eyes pulled my hand and phone away from his hand.
"Rude? Dude, you just reached you nasty hand all over my phone! Now kindly leave me alone, shoo shoo!" I did the shoo'ing motion with my hand.
"Hey, I'm trying to be nice here. All the ladies wants this." He said all arrogantly, it was disgusting.
"Ugh, please. If you were the last male on earth? I wouldn't be with you, now I'm going to let the boss know I'm leaving home early, cause a prick wont stop harassing me."
I stood up, started walking to Joe's office which is the boss of course. But a hand grab my wrist tightly, but it didn't hurt as normally it should be. I glared at him holding back the urge to rip him to shreds with my claws.
"Let. Me. Go." I seethes out in anger.
"Or what?" He laughs "your just a small weak girl! You can't hurt a fly."
I growled lowly ready to kick his butt when, a male voice spoke up.
"Let her go, or you'll have to deal with me."
We both look over by the entrance was a tall handsome man, but I wasn't crushing nope. Raph is the only one for me.
"Tch, get lost punk! This is 'my' girl."
Okay, I'm annoyed.
"Hey!"
He turn back staring at me, before he said anything I pulled back my free hand than punched him in the nose. I felt so satisfying when he screamed like a girl, and hearing the crack of his nose breaking.
The unknown guy laughed, Jason ran outside like a big baby. I smiled thanking the guy.
He wave his hand dismissing it "nah, it's cool. Glad to help, so does this mean I get free pizza?" He said playfully.
I cracked up laughing, shaking my head smiling.
"Funny, but as thanks: this pizza is on me, but only today got it?"
He chuckles, nodding "sure, sounds good to me."
After that, I learned his name as Casey Jones. I was awed he wants to become a Detective some day, and he loves his hockey. I suddenly had a awesome idea, but April will most likely kill me, but...I want her to be happy, Casey seems like a cool guy, like a big brother.
He's funny, and he always has these weird comebacks that gets him into trouble on his job. But I just see him and April. So I gave him my number and April's place, also mine just in case.
"Your phone's ringing kid." I mentally pouted, but I glared at him.
I push on than put it to my ear "Yellow~ Sammy's phone~ What can Sammy do for you~?" Casey raise his eyebrow at me, with a silent laugh shaking his head.
"Seriously kid? Do ya say that to anyone when you answer ya phone?" My face burned in embarrassment, I stick my tongue out at Casey cause he was holding his laughter.
"N-no...sometimes?" I cough in my free hand "anyways, what's up Raph?"
"...Ah uh...was just checking up on ya, that's all kid."
I blink in surprise, what the heck? Why is Raph being all...shy and such, is he sick?
"Oh, okay. I'm okay just almost done with my lunch break." I told him smiling, it's kind of cute knowing the Raph is being bashful.
"Tch, ah don't think ya shouldn't be back at working yet kid. Who knows if those damn foot-clan come for ya." He said grumbling, than shouted at Mikey to stop trying to steal his pieces of pizza.
I giggled "Don't worry so much about me Raph, and for your pizza, I have some coming toward you boys later. But don't tell Mikey."
"Heh, yeah. If he finds out he'll keep asking when you'll be here ugh...it gives me a headache when I think of it."
I laughed slightly "Yeah, but I better go Raph. Talk to you later."
"See ya kid."
I push the end button, glaring at Casey playfully.
"Don't you dare say it Jones." I warned him.
He smirks "Was that your boyfriend kid."
"N-no! Maybe? Ugh! I hope so soon! My friend April is going to try to help me show him, I like him more than a friend."
"Well, if he doesn't return your feelings kid. He's a douchebag, your sweet, kind and pretty. I better go, thanks for the pizza kid! Stay safe."
I smiled waving at him "See ya Casey!"
After he left I went back to work for a little bet than Boss gave me the rest of the day off, since I told him what happened with Jason.
I was in April's place while she help me cook, it was fun.
I was getting nervous, April saw it and reassured me again it'll be okay. Thank god April is giving me her room for this, she's going out to cover a story for her work. So here I was wearing a cute red dress that ends above my knees slightly, a ribbon wrap around my waist, with the bow ribbons flowing behind me.
The top covers my small chest, with kitten heels that is red like my dress with bows on the top of them. I was sweating, what if he doesn't feel the same? It's so nerve wrecking!
"Kid?"
I squeaked out, spin around blushing brightly. Their standing there is Raph, he was confused.
"H-hi Raph! Please sit down." I gesture to the chair.
He walk over sitting down, still clearly confused. I grab the plates for me and Raph and speed walk over to our table, sitting down Raphs plate in front of him than put mine down and than sitting down nervously.
"Okay kid, what's with this dinner, and why ya all dressed up? Where's April?"
'Oh god, he already answered the question!? Crap.'
I gulp, I look into his eyes shyly.
"W-well, I uh...we are having dinner."
"Yeah, ah can see that. Why are we having dinner, just us?"
I know my face is redder than a cherry right now, did I have to tell him?
"W-well, April is out on work. So she gave me her place...for a bet, so she can give us alone time...j-just us." I nervously said.
"..." I saw him thinking hard, than his eyes widen "This is...a date?"
I nodded shyly, oh god please work! But...what he said next destroyed my world, and my heart.
"Look kid... Ah, feel honored ya did this. But...ah don't like ya like that. I should go on the patrol...you should go back to your place kid."
I couldn't move, reply or anything. It was like my heart was ripped out of my chest.
I didn't move or react until he jump out of April's window, I shakily ran to the window cried out his name, begging him to come back but...he didn't. With a sob, I fell to my knees crying.
To be continued ~
