Then he lightened his cigarette and inhaled deep before his eyes burned into Izayas.

'Well, shit. He never hears what I say. Just one time I don't want him something to hear and this one time he listen to me. Stupid protozoan!' Izaya groaned. How could he let his masks down in front of Shizuo of all people?

"Nothing Shizu-chan. I just said that you are stupid and didn't have the balls to kill me~"

Shizuo raised an eyebrow and looked critically at Izaya. "Ya don't want me to believe this bullshit, do ya?"

"In fact I do, Shizu-chan. I want you to believe this and to not ask me stupid things anymore."

"Oh, cut this crap, flea. And stop this fucking mister-know-it-all-behavior."

"Wow, so much words. You can be proud of youself." Izaya clapped his hands and saw Shizuo getting angrier again.

'Yeah, muuuch better. So I know you. So I can handle you.' He talked to himself-again.

But Shizuo just took a deep breath and stomped on his cigarette. "Still don't believe ya. C'mon. Ya can lie better than this."

"Oh, you have no idea.."

And again; Izaya didn't ment to say that.

"No idea? Of lying?" Shizuo snorted.

'He's waaaay to calm! No sign of the monster I used to know.' Izaya watched Shizuo sitting down calmly against the wall, smoking another cigarette while he did so.

"You know one time they'll kill you."

"So. What's wrong with you, flea?"

"It's you!" And for one moment Izaya gave a shit about the consequenses. "You have no idea about the power you have over me, Shizuo! You may give a shit about me, you may hate me to the bone and you may kill me a thousand times after this, but right now I don't care even a bit. You? Out of all people? See when I lie? HA! You don't know when I lie. You don't know me! You know nothing. And what you don't know the most is when I lie."

While he spoke, Izaya sank to the ground, hiding his red face from Shizuo.

It was quiet for a few moments before Izaya heard Shizuo stomping his cigarette out and walking a few feets.

'Maybe he goes away..'

But in the same moment, Shizuo knelt down on the ground in front of Izaya, taking the ravens head in his hand and making him look him in the eyes.

"Izaya..?"

Then Izaya kissed him. On the mouth. Without really wanting it to happen. Well, in fact he did, but he'd never tell it Shizuo.

And before he could took his head back and run head over heels back home, Shizuo kissed him back. Deep and lustfull.

'Wooooaaaaah.. What's happening here?' Izayas thoughts raced. Till the moment Shizuo licked his under lipp, asking for entrance. The raven moaned and suddenly Shizuos tongue danced with Izayas.

'He's good kisser.. I guess.. kinda..' Izaya wasn't able to think clearly, while Shizuo kissed and nipped at his neck. When the blonde stood up, he took Izaya with him and pressed him against the wall.

He moaned again and gripped a hand full of Shizuos blond hairs to hold him nearer.

As an answer he got a groan from Shizuo who was kissing him deeply and roaming his hands over his body.

".. Izaya.." He breathed in the younger mans ear, nipping at it and licking his neck. "I want you. Now."

Izaya shivered. All Shizuo did wandered straight to his cock.

The moment he bumped his half hard cock against Izayas, the raven closed his eyes and moaned deep and lustfull.

"T-take me theeen.."

Again Shizuo kissed the raven hungrily and pushed the black fur jacket hastily from Izayas shoulders, his T-shirt following immediatly.

'Stop. Stop, damn it! What's wrong with you? Stop, you fucking weak body!' The voice in Izayas head yelled at him.

When the blonde gave him time to breath, Izaya ripped of his stupid bartender uniform. He earned lusty groans from Shizuo while he did so.

"You look so fucking sexy right now!" The bigger one wispered in his ear, followed by nipping down his neck and teasing his nipples with his tongue.

Izaya shivered lustfull and pulled at Shizuos hairs while bumping his cock needy against Shizuos.

He moaned in the bigger ones mouth and their tongues danced again.

When Shizuo opened his pants Izayas head got finally silent. It was too long since Izaya had had sex the last time.

So when Shizuos hand closed around his cock, he moaned loudly and scratched his nails over Shizuos upper body...

It had been good. Veeery good sex, Izaya remembered. But after it, he had run away. Only to find Shizuo at his door five hours later.

"I guess we're bound to each other, Shizu-chan.. Hopelessly bound, if you'd ask me."

"Seems like it, flea."

Izayas head shot up at Shizuo unbelieving. He hadn't heard him coming or sitting down beside him.

"Not bad, Shizu-chan." He smiled to hold back the tears.

"Learned from the best" Shizuo looked at him. "What now? I kinda guess your day was not even a little bit better than mine."

He slowly took Izayas face and made him look him in the eyes, when the raven won't answer him. "I don't wanna lie anymore, Izaya."

The raven gulped. Heavy. He wanted to fucking hard to say yes, but somehow he couldn't. What if someone found out? What if Shizuo get to knew about Celtys head? What if Shinra would tell anybody? What would Dotachin say?

Izayas thoughts raced. His vision got blurry and he felt lightheaded. The decision was easy. Technically. But in his heq

"Izaya?"

Shizuos voice sounded like far away.

"Hey! Izaya!"

He wanted him. So badly. His chest hurted. He longed for him. For his armes around him and his deep voice to wisper in his ear telling him that everything will be fine.

"Izaya! Fuck, idiot, breath!"

It was the last thing Izaya heared before the world went black around him.

Bu-bum bu-bum bu-bum

Izaya woke up, feeling dizzy. He let his eyes closed just listening to the soft bu-bums next to his ear. It was calming and he felt warm and safe. Then he realised the weight on his hip and the soft snorring behind him.

Confused he turned his head around and saw Shizuos mop of blonde curly hair. Outside the sun started to set already.

'What had happened?' He thought. But in fact for now the answer wasn't important to him. He was too tired to think about.

Izaya laid his head back down, adjusting his position just a little bit. 'Whatever. I don't care! As long as Shizuos here.. sleeping.. hugging me.. What more could I wish for?'

And with that he was asleep again.

When Izaya woke up again it was dark outside. Night again.

This time he didn't feel like sleeping again. Not at least cause Shizuo was gone.

Somehow Izaya felt empty without the bigger one behind him. That was new.

Izaya shrugged and sat up on the big messy bed. The part behind him was cold, so Shizuo must have stood up time ago.

'Soooo.. what the hell had happened?'

Before he even got the time to think about it, he realised the tasty smell coming from the kitchen. His eyes widdened. That couldn't be. Shizuo wouldn't..

Faster than any human- and not so human (like the headless rider)- could see he was in the kitchen bumping against something. Looking up he realised it was Shizuo. His blond hair stood up messy in all directions and he had a confused look on his face.

"Hey flea. What's wrong?" He killed the rest of his cigarette in the ashtray and looked down at the smaller raven.

"The smell.." Izaya had a longingly look in his eyes and bit his lip hungrily.

And on top of this Izayas stomach selected this very moment to start grumbling loud.

Shizuo grinned. "Hungry?"

"Is it what I think it is?"

Izaya looked like a kid at christmas. Shizuo had never imagined seeing this side of the hard and cold-hearted informant. On the other side.. He'd have never imagined anything from this crazy day to happen. Not at least having Izaya the whole night in his arms, cuddling against Shizuos chest.

He smiled. "Here. Sit down."

Izaya turned around and sat down at one of Shizuos kitchen chairs, waiting hungrily for Shizuo to give him his favourite Sushi.

"There you go, flea."

"Otoro~~" Izaya took a piece of his Sushi and swallowed it in one bite down. "Awww, yummi!"

He shivered and smiled a big dumb smile.

Shizuo sat down in front of him, drinking milk and eating a big chocolate muffin.

It was quiet in Shizuos apartment while the two mens were eating.

Shizuos thoughts on the other hand raced.

What was going on? Would everything change? He wished it. He was tired of claiming to hate the informant, of running through the streets after him. He wanted to finaly tell him the truth. And after what happend the previous night, Shizuo wasn't shure anymore if Izaya really hated him.

It was so confusing! They had always been enemies and now? They were in some kind of a relationship. Somehow.

"Shizu-chan?" Izayas voice brought Shizuo back to reality. "Since when do you wear normal clothes?"

Izaya looked at him curiously.

"I often do." He shrugged and looked down at his milk again.

But Izaya couldn't tear his eyes apart.

Especially not when Shizuo stood up to place his plate in the sink.

Beneath the dark blue v-neck shirt Izaya saw every muscle moving. And the black pants made him look thinner and sexier. When Shizuo leaned over the sink to grap his pack of cigarettes, his shirt scooped up and showed a bit of his sun-tanned skin.

'And he has a veeery sexy ass.' Izaya thought before he could stop himself.

He realised his cock reacting at the adonis in front of him and blushed a bit.

Then he stood up too, decided he won't give a fucking damn about it and play a little bit.

He went next to Shizuo and placed his plate in the sink too, letting his chopsticks fall on the ground. Shizuos head turned to him at the sound of them falling.

Izaya mumbled a short sorry and leaned down to pick them up.

Before Shizuo could look away his eyes were glued to Izayas thin white back. The back he wanted so damn hard to scratch his nails over. And then his eyes wandered down to his ass. He loved Izayas ass and bis legs. They made him look a bit girly but not abit less sexy.

Before he realised it, his cock started to harden.

He moved behind Izaya, who was back up and had placed his chopsticks in the sink. He knew exactly what he had done. And how Shizuo had reacted to it.

He turned around to met the blonde face to face. His arms around him holding him against the sink.

"What's wrong Shizu-chan?" He whispered and looked the bigger one deep in the eyes. "Want me?"

Shizuo pressed Izaya harder against the sink holding him in place with his body pressed against him.

"Ya have no idea" he breathed in his ear, making Izaya shiver.

And then they kissed. Izaya dind't knew who had started it, but he didn't cared. He was here, kissing the monster of Ikebukuro. The only human he couldn't love. But on the other hand the only human he truely loved.

And when Shizuo moved his lips to kiss and nip at his neck down to his shoulder, Izaya moved his hands up to Shizuos neck, holding him in place.

They kissed again, tongues fighting for dominance as Shizuo wrapped his arms around Izayas waist to hold him nearer.

Shizuo gave Izaya time to breath, pressing his forehead against Izayas.

He closed his eyes. "I don't want it to be like always."

Curiously Izaya looked up at him. "What do y'mean?"

"I don't wanna fuck ya and go away trying to not feel something. I don't wanna lie anymore. And I certainly don't wanna hurt us any more."

He looked at Izaya, placed one of his hands on his cheek and kissed his forehead.

Izaya closed his eyes again, feeling loved and safed. Warm and home-y in Shizuos arms.

His heart raced, but this time he would not back down. He was tired of the lies, the theater and was the others thought.

Izaya stood up on his tiptoes kissing Shizuos nose, his lips and his neck. Then he bit down at his neck, sucking hard at the skin. When he was ready Shizuo had a big hickey. Izaya looked at it satisfied.

"Know what? There's standing: Property of Izaya Orihara. You're mine. I don't wanna share you~!" The informant-broker looked up at Shizuo to see him smile the happiest smile he'd ever see.

"I love you, too."