4The true heir
Elsa's pov.
It's been three weeks since 'the great thaw' as people have decided to call it. A lot has happened since then. I'm still queen, and I can tell some people still are afraid of me... but I don't blame them. At least they don't think I'm a monster. It's actually quite ironic, the people that tried to kill me was the one that stopped me from becoming a monster. Maybe... No... Don't think like that. I wasn't supposed to die. Or was I? Is this really my crown to bear? Or is Anna's? She deserves it more.
What am I saying? Anna.. I don't know..
It's then that I realize I've locked myself in my room as I had done for so long before. It's a hard habit to break, and I'm not known for my warm hugs like Olaf or my cheery disposition like Anna. I'm the snow queen, the one that no one really wants to get to know anyway. What am I saying? None of this was my fault. Except I did freeze the fjord. But that was an accident...
I didn't... I couldn't.. I didn't mean what I did. I was so afraid. I need to stop this now...
My heart rate was racing as I paced around my room. It was still encased in ice, not because of fear or anything but because I liked it this way. Ice is solid, ice is firm, ice is uncontrollable. Except to me.
I needed to calm down...and quickly. Was I having a panic attack? No. that wasn't possible. I never had a panic attack, not in my room, my sanctuary.
tap tap tatap tap
Anna...
"Elsa... open up..." I almost say no from habit, but I refrain.
Conceal. Don't feel.
"Hi Anna." I let out in a somewhat cheery tone. I don't know if she'll fall for it, and a part of me hopes she doesn't.
"Elsa, can I come in?" I nod and step back. She follows, closing the door behind her.
"How are you doing?" I ask attempting to make this any less awkward for both of us.
"Who? Me? I'm okay, I mean things could be better, I don't mean that, things are great, or aren't they, wait what?" I can't help but laugh a little at that. One thing my sister was never good at, keeping her words to herself. My sister...
"Anna... It's okay, I know what you meant. I'm sorry if things have been a little awkward lately..." I admit, I do feel bad about how things are going.
"Elsa... I love you, you know that right?" She gives me a cheerful look and it puzzles me for a second. How did I just go from apologizing to her saying I love you?
"Yes, and I love you too Anna. And I promise that nothing will ever come between us again." I state almost hesitantly. I don't want to break that promise, but I might end up having to, ya never know as queen...
"Thank you Elsa. Now, what is bothering you?" Dang it, how does she know me so well? It's only been three weeks...
"Nothing's bothering me, Anna. I promise." I don't like lying to her, but I don't entirely have a choice. I don't want her to worry.
"Elsa... In the past three weeks I've come to learn you tell signs. I can see it in your eyes, something is bothering you, and if it's me, I'll leave you alone again." I admire her honesty and her willingness for my happiness, but under no circumstances will I ever let her leave again.
I don't know what I'm doing, I just turn to her and entangle her in a giran thug. I can tell she's a bit taken aback, but she pretends just for me.
"Anna... You're not leaving again, I promise. Thank you for caring." I don' want to let go of her, she's my little sister, I have 13 years to make up for. And I'm starting now.
A/N: this was just a beginning chapter I have a story plot in mind that is coming together. I have so many different ways this could go, but I hope that you enjoy this chapter. PM me and review if you want more. Thanks guys.
This is a serious note... I just wanted to let all the readers of this story that i'm here for you if you ever need. i've been battling some thoughts lately and i know that i'm not the only one who's stressed and potentially depressed so really, if you're upset or just having a bad day, message me. I'll be there for you i promse.
hope you like this story
-Chinaluv
